The Holidays
Dec. 26th, 2011 03:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
riddlemethis
Now, I know its a little sad to write a journal post bemoaning the holidays, but I just can't help it. This season gets me down in a lot of ways. Mostly though, its because I can't really remember anything. Well, sort of.
This was my first Christmas since I woke up from my coma, and it passed without so much as a card. I've never felt so alone in my life. I thought that maybe I had long lost relatives or even friends, but... Nothing. It just reminds me of when I woke up in the hospital and no one was there. I feel like if anyone had cared about me at all, someone would have been there to claim me, to explain to me what happened... But there was no one. Batman found me wandering a few days later and told me everything. He was my worst enemy, and the only one to step up when I needed help. How sad is that, really?
I hate to think of how alone I am, how ignored. I don't have anyone special at all, and that hurts a little. I wish... Well, I wish for a lot of things for the holiday season for myself, but I want this most of all.
Eh, enough of this. I'm tired of writing it.
~Edward
This was my first Christmas since I woke up from my coma, and it passed without so much as a card. I've never felt so alone in my life. I thought that maybe I had long lost relatives or even friends, but... Nothing. It just reminds me of when I woke up in the hospital and no one was there. I feel like if anyone had cared about me at all, someone would have been there to claim me, to explain to me what happened... But there was no one. Batman found me wandering a few days later and told me everything. He was my worst enemy, and the only one to step up when I needed help. How sad is that, really?
I hate to think of how alone I am, how ignored. I don't have anyone special at all, and that hurts a little. I wish... Well, I wish for a lot of things for the holiday season for myself, but I want this most of all.
Eh, enough of this. I'm tired of writing it.
~Edward
You are not alone.
Date: 2011-12-28 12:50 am (UTC)I wasn't sure you wanted to see me.
But after last night, I know that I should be there for you, and to hell with Batman. You took me in when I was lonely, and I want to give you something in return.
Perhaps I'm saying too much, but... You weren't alone. You had people who cared about you. They just weren't able to get to you. Or maybe...
Well, as I said, I've said too much. But if you're feeling down, why don't you come over to my place? I was just sitting down with a book and some scotch. It's a new bottle, and I have an extensive library of rare books if you're interested. Or maybe you would just like my company?
I'm sure a clever man like you can find where I live. Just don't tell the Bat, alright?
Re: You are not alone.
Date: 2011-12-28 03:23 am (UTC)I like to keep tabs on things.
I suppose, since no one else seems to know, that I'll have to take your word for it. Even if I wasn't alone though, I must not have meant very much. Don't worry about trying to cheer me up though. I'm not accusing you or anything.
I'll be over shortly.
Re: You are not alone.
Date: 2011-12-28 03:25 am (UTC)I'll be waiting for you.
I just, ah, have to finish up a few things before you get here.