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About a month or so now, I guess. I went away, I'm not going to say where, but I did. I had to. I've been thinking so much lately about... well, everything. I wasn't sure what to do, I'm still not, but... I want... something. I don't want to be angry. I don't want to hold grudges.

So Jonny, if you're still interested, if you're reading this...

I'm willing to talk.

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It turns out that life: it sucks.

I'm done. I'm going to move.

Turns out, no one gives a crap about me. It turns out that people that you think are sweet are liars. Liars that hurt you. That treat you like an object, they use you up and leave you alone. They let you wander in the dark without any memories to be picked up by your worst enemy. This was... terrible.

I hate my life. I hate everything.

And I'm leaving this journal. There's no need to help undesirable people contact me.

I'm done.
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Now, I know its a little sad to write a journal post bemoaning the holidays, but I just can't help it. This season gets me down in a lot of ways. Mostly though, its because I can't really remember anything. Well, sort of.

This was my first Christmas since I woke up from my coma, and it passed without so much as a card. I've never felt so alone in my life. I thought that maybe I had long lost relatives or even friends, but... Nothing. It just reminds me of when I woke up in the hospital and no one was there. I feel like if anyone had cared about me at all, someone would have been there to claim me, to explain to me what happened... But there was no one. Batman found me wandering a few days later and told me everything. He was my worst enemy, and the only one to step up when I needed help. How sad is that, really?

I hate to think of how alone I am, how ignored. I don't have anyone special at all, and that hurts a little. I wish... Well, I wish for a lot of things for the holiday season for myself, but I want this most of all.

Eh, enough of this. I'm tired of writing it.



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Edward Nigma

February 2012

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