Well, so much for that

[riddlemethis]

It turns out that life: it sucks.

I'm done. I'm going to move.

Turns out, no one gives a crap about me. It turns out that people that you think are sweet are liars. Liars that hurt you. That treat you like an object, they use you up and leave you alone. They let you wander in the dark without any memories to be picked up by your worst enemy. This was... terrible.

I hate my life. I hate everything.

And I'm leaving this journal. There's no need to help undesirable people contact me.

I'm done.

Comments

Re: Don't Leave

[fearmaster]

Don't... I...

I never thought of it that way. I guess... I... You're right. The doctors are right. I'm just a sociopath. Edward...

I'll leave you alone. You won't have to worry about seeing me.

...

If I give you space, if I leave you alone for a while... Can I see you again? I'll give you time, and space. And... I could use the time, too. To think. Would that be alright? Please, Eddie.

Re: Don't Leave

[riddlemethis]

I... I can't promise anything. I really can't promise anything.

Maybe. If I can forgive you when I'm by myself, then... God, I don't know. I wasn't as mad at you before today. But the way you've spoken to me since I decided to leave... I may never forgive you. I had no idea you were this horrible of a person.

I'll see you later. Maybe. For now...

Don't count on it.

Re: Don't Leave

[fearmaster]

I'm not...

I'm sorry. I never meant to treat you badly. I never meant for any of this to happen...

I know it doesn't mean anything to you now, but... I love you. I really love you.

Goodbye, Eddie. I hope I'll see you again.

Re: Don't Leave

[riddlemethis]

I wish...

I wish that meant something. God you have no idea how much I wish that.

Good bye, Jonathan.