Don't Leave

Date: 2012-01-03 09:59 am (UTC)
fearmaster: (jonny year one)
From: [personal profile] fearmaster
Edward, don't go. Wait, please.

I waited. I gave you space and time to think. But I didn't expect...

No, let me start over. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to leave you by yourself. I loved you. I love you. But I was ashamed. I hurt you, and I was ashamed. When you went into a coma, I was too ashamed to see you. What right did I have to even see the man I'd scared and hurt? And when you woke up? When you needed me most? I... I wanted to be there for you. But I was afraid. You know who I am, Edward. You know what it means to me to admit that. But I was terrified. I couldn't face you. And I regret that to no end. I wasn't there when you needed me because I was afraid of what you thought of me.

I should have told you right away, about how I felt and what I'd done. But I just thought that somehow I'd gotten a second chance. That I could make things right. Obviously, I was wrong.

But please, Eddie, don't leave. I want to make it up to you. I want to make this right. I don't want to leave you alone any more. I know that I've kept things from you, and I hurt you before, and I haven't been very honest with you.

But I never treated you like an object, Eddie. I never meant to make you feel that way. I... I adore you.

Talk to me, Edward. Please...
Anonymous( )Anonymous This account has disabled anonymous posting.
OpenID( )OpenID You can comment on this post while signed in with an account from many other sites, once you have confirmed your email address. Sign in using OpenID.
Account name:
If you don't have an account you can create one now.
HTML doesn't work in the subject.


Notice: This account is set to log the IP addresses of everyone who comments.
Links will be displayed as unclickable URLs to help prevent spam.


riddlemethis: (Default)
Edward Nigma

February 2012

   1 234

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Sep. 20th, 2017 10:51 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios